life

I never know what to say in these blogs because I don't want to bore people with the mundane details of my life; but I also don't want to give out too much personal stuff. You never know who could be reading these things.

I need a change, I need to get out of here, I don't like staying in one place, it bores me. I usually get like this after I see Hanson, because their shows are one of the few places I'm truly happy. I wish I could just be on the road all the time. I know I can bitch and moan from time to time about lack of sleep, nice showers, or a bed to sleep on; but really all the crazy times, the memories, the randomness, that all makes up for it. It makes every less second seem worth it especially when Hanson is on stage and I'm going crazy dancing with my friends, singing and playing the harmonica. Following Hanson on tour is almost what makes me me.

I'm afraid I'll never be happy in just one place, that I'll have to constantly keep moving. Like I'm on a search for something and I just don't know what it is. I think I'll know what it is when I find it, hopefully.

I've toyed with the idea of becoming a flight attendant, but I often wonder if the flexibility in your schedule is there.
I don't even know what I want to do as a career. I know I want to help save the world, I want to travel, I know I'm good with children, but honestly who has time for a job? There is so much to see and do that I feel like people waste most of their lives working, making lots of money, buying expensive stuff and never getting to use it or appreciate it because they're working so much to make more.

One day I'll realize what I'm meant to do, until then I'll just keep following the road signs, I suppose.