"we were livin’ for the minute we were spinnin’ in"

I just saw this on postsecret and I don't want that to ever be my life. I know sometimes that I can do things that seem crazy to others; but honestly I can't imagine it any other way. I feel like people say, 'live in the moment,' and I undoubtfully have said it before, but it's hard for me to live in the moment. Because every moment I'm living in, there's a moment I'm not living in. I don't like to miss anything, I want to experience everything I possibly can in my life. We have to make choices, though, and some moments can be happen in later moments. Some can't and those are the one that make me sad. I will never get back the Locksley show that I missed last night because I didn't have any money. I made the choice to spend the money on TRB and those moments that week will more than make up for it, I'm sure. Of course, I'm selfish and want all the moments, but like everything else, it comes down to a choice. I believe I've made some excellent choices in my life, some weren't as good; but they have all helped me get to where I am right now.